The new year has begun! I don't feel any different, but I do have a better outlook of life! God has been working on me since I confessed He was my Lord and Savior! I have become grateful for my family. I appreciate each day that is given to me. I still have days of doubt but now with inner peace. I go to the bible for answers and Jesus always reveils himself to me.
I am working on my relationship with God and my children. I am learning how to let go and let God! That is such a cliqeche but it has great meaning. It was hard at first to let go. I did not realize my children were not through growing up and when i did let go; I dropped them! But God had to get them out of the way to work on me. The whole time he was fixin it and molding me He had my babies in his hands. I thank Him!!
God will continue to hold us in the palm of His hands. I need to allow God to assist me and guide me without resistance. I need to pray more for His help in forgiving myself for the past. I know He has forgiven me and forgotten all of my sins, I need to work on getting in the same mind frame. I need to stop looking at the past and seeing where I could have done better. I realize the past is a learning tool not to be repeated.
I pray that God continues to bless my family! Bless my son Marcus in is quest for you and in school. Bless my son Malcolm that he will come to you with a true open heart! Bless my favorite daughter, Aury, with a peace of mind and restful spirit. Bless my grand with all the love in the world, and bless all the people in her life.
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